It was an ordinary day when everything changed for me. I was just 11 years old, sitting in my room, when my parents came in to share some news that would alter the course of my life. After a lengthy and challenging process of evaluations, they told me that I was autistic. I felt a wave of disbelief wash over me. This wasn’t the news I had expected, and I didn’t really understand what it meant.
Just a week earlier, I had been diagnosed at a private clinic, a route we took due to the fact that in the UK it took up to 3 years to get a diagnosis. I remember the appointment vividly; the specialist was amazed at my inquisitive nature, commenting on how skilled I was at masking my autism (ASD). It took them a long time to arrive at a conclusion, as the diagnostic process was intricate and demanding.
When my parents told me I was autistic, I initially laughed, not fully grasping the gravity of it all. I had associated autism with notions I had heard but had no real concept of what it might mean for me. The term felt so distant, almost abstract. I spent the next month reflecting on this new label, trying to comprehend its implications.
As I researched autism, I was bombarded with overwhelming information and definitions. Each one varied so widely that my head spun. Gradually, I began to see that everyone’s experience with autism is unique and, in its own way, valid. It was then I realized that this new understanding of myself was not just about what I lacked but also about the strengths I possessed.
I embraced over the next year after the idea that my autism could be a superpower, not just a label. Over time, I began to accept my diagnosis, recognizing that it is a critical part of who I am. My differences are not flaws; they are unique attributes that contribute to my perspective on life.
This journey has taught me that my experiences, quirks, and challenges make me, well, me. Now, I share my story to help others who may be struggling through similar feelings. I stand as proof that understanding yourself can open up a world of possibilities, leading to self-acceptance and empowerment.
Finding out I was autistic has changed my life, but it has also been a source of inspiration. I’m proud to embrace my identity and to recognize my true superpower—my understanding of the world through a different lens.
Getting Diagnosed with Autism: Tips for Others
If you or someone you know thinks they might be autistic, the first step is to gather information. Start by researching autism spectrum disorder (ASD) and its characteristics. Look for reliable resources such as autism organizations or mental health professionals. If you feel comfortable, discuss your thoughts with a trusted friend or family member.
When you're ready, seek a professional evaluation. In many places, you can approach a psychologist or psychiatrist who specializes in autism assessments. They may conduct interviews, questionnaires, and observations. Keep in mind that the process can take time, but it's important to find someone you feel comfortable with.
Finally, remember: receiving a diagnosis can be empowering, as it helps you understand yourself better. Surround yourself with supportive people who appreciate your individuality, and don’t hesitate to reach out to online communities for additional support and guidance. P.s: you should know that if you are getting your diagnosis non-privately then it may take while and just know self diagnosis Is valid to. 🌟
remember your worth,
Summer-Rose H xxx
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