From Daydreams to Reality 🌟🤟

Hey everyone! I wanted to dive into something that’s been on my mind lately—figuring out what I want to do when I grow up. Honestly, it feels like everyone around me has their lives completely sorted, and I'm just here, kind of lost but not really. The weird part is that people always think I’m older than I am since I'm ahead in school, which is funny because, yes, I'm still just in highschool!

This September, I might be starting a college program meant for teens like me—those who are homeschooled. It's a bit intimidating because I have an interview coming up soon. I’ll be real with you, it’s stressing me out a bit, but I’m also super excited about it! It’s my chance to take my education seriously, and I feel like I’m finally starting to find my groove.

For a while now, I’ve struggled with mental health issues like depression, which made it tough to even think about school or what I wanted to do. But now, I feel more motivated! I’m not saying I'm completely “better,” but I’m finally in a place where I can focus on my future and my education without feeling overwhelmed.

What really gets me fired up is the idea of working in mental health or advocating for neurodiversity. Having faced my own challenges, I want to help other people who might feel lost or alone. I really believe that everyone deserves to be heard, especially when it comes to mental health. I’ve been on that journey, and I want to create a space for open conversations.

When I think about my future job, I want to make sure it’s something that doesn’t cause me stress. On my down days, I want to be able to take a break without feeling guilty. As an autistic person, I often dive deep into special interests, and it terrifies me that I might struggle to commit to something long-term because my interests can change so quickly. This fear has held me back from connecting to many things, but I know it’s okay to take my time.

I want to remind everyone—it's perfectly okay if you don't feel full of energy every day. If you’re still in bed feeling like you’re having the worst day ever, that’s alright! I don’t feel completely "there" all the time either; I still have my low days. Remember, it’s okay to take a step back and just breathe.

And while I’m navigating all this, I’ve just started a YouTube channel! I haven’t posted anything yet, but I’m planning to share my experiences and interests soon. If you want to subscribe, you can find my channel linked on my Instagram, which is on the main page of this blog. I’m excited to connect with others through this platform!

Thanks for joining me on this journey. I really appreciate everyone who reads this and supports me as I navigate my way through these exciting new changes. Let’s keep lifting each other up!

Remember your worth,

Summer-Rose H xxx